Sleep All Day, Try All Night

i've been trying to love you better
but i don't know what it is i have to do
i already give it everything i have
and i don't know if it's enough for you
no need to worry about me
i know i'll get along somehow
but here i am, afraid again
of anything confusion can do

i spend a whole day waiting
and i don't know what it is i'm waiting for
but it's draining me dry
where do all the hours go
when the birds start talking to me
and i don't know why

did i miss a thing or am i overthinking?
up all night, and i haven't been drinking
i don't want you to tell me a thing
cuz i'm afraid of how you really might see me
am i as beautiful as i really seem

watching the raindrops fall from my hair
i'd watch myself bleed if i thought there was a point
nothing to be afraid of, i promise
i just don't know where i am sometimes

and every day finds its way
into another empty corner of my heart
i'm falling apart
and i never knew i could miss you this much
how i need that touch…