#9--Maybe

Maybe
This is a bad time.
Maybe
I want
Need
Something more.
Maybe
You can’t be that.
Doesn’t upset me much.
But I have to wonder
Why I let you in
Why I ever opened the door.
Maybe
There is a reason.
But I couldn’t kiss you.
I couldn’t look you in the eye.
Afraid,
Maybe..
But it was amazing.
You took me places
And I forgot about everything else.
Maybe
I kept a silent prayer
Unbeknownst to even myself
That this would make something happen.